About the Author
Let’s imagine you already know that my name is Sonya/Sofia/Sophie, that I was born in Ukraine, that I am a Sagittarius Sun and a Virgo Moon. Let’s move straight to the main point.
Behind the multitude of traditions, languages, and symbols
I sensed a single structure that can be discovered if you look deeply enough.
You remember the story of the Tower of Babel, right? This process of fragmentation extends to all existing orders. And I’m genuinely delighted by the recent tendency toward integration — toward bringing many things back into one. A return to the source.
The MetaSystem matured within me for a long time. It came through dreams; I heard certain “random” things from other people. But all of it happened in waves, in layers. Sometimes I would spend entire nights reading medieval books on magic, ignoring everyday responsibilities — not even washing my hair, not always eating properly either (but those are the mechanisms of my system). At some point, the fragments came together into a larger vision. But it would be unreasonable not to mention the many years I devoted to the separate elements of the system. For example, I’ve been reading Tarot cards and studying Tarot for I don’t even know how many years. The latter, by the way, I enjoy much more. I teach Tarot both as a practice and as a philosophy. The same goes for runes and hexagrams. Everything was studied separately, but my hands were itching to connect them. Astrology turned out to be the key — and I love it dearly. Perhaps astrology is the queen of esoteric systems, just as mathematics is the queen of sciences.
The MetaSystem matured within me for a long time. It came through dreams; I heard certain “random” things from other people. But all of it happened in waves, in layers. Sometimes I would spend entire nights reading medieval books on magic, ignoring everyday responsibilities — not even washing my hair, not always eating properly either (but those are the mechanisms of my system). At some point, the fragments came together into a larger vision. But it would be unreasonable not to mention the many years I devoted to the separate elements of the system. For example, I’ve been reading Tarot cards and studying Tarot for I don’t even know how many years. The latter, by the way, I enjoy much more. I teach Tarot both as a practice and as a philosophy. The same goes for runes and hexagrams. Everything was studied separately, but my hands were itching to connect them. Astrology turned out to be the key — and I love it dearly. Perhaps astrology is the queen of esoteric systems, just as mathematics is the queen of sciences.
And if you are the lucky owner of an analysis, you have already understood that everything is built around the Planet and the degree it falls into. All the systems are layered onto this framework.
My MetaSystem will never be complete — and that is not a flaw, but its greatest advantage. Knowledge is like a fractal: the deeper you look, the more it reveals. The MetaSystem is alive; it expands together with the research, and that is precisely its charm. How much more will still be revealed to the world, and how much more will be revealed to me. How many connections I still have to find or create. What an astonishing path.
My MetaSystem will never be complete — and that is not a flaw, but its greatest advantage. Knowledge is like a fractal: the deeper you look, the more it reveals. The MetaSystem is alive; it expands together with the research, and that is precisely its charm. How much more will still be revealed to the world, and how much more will be revealed to me. How many connections I still have to find or create. What an astonishing path.
When I first connected everything into one whole — it happened in Excel — I ended up with a large integral esoteric system. And the natural next step was to start testing it on people. For that, I had a group of 45 participants, for whom I created analyses for free in exchange for feedback. Each time, I adjusted my approach based on their responses.
Images began to appear, along with different forms of interpretation — integrated, compensatory, and blocked. At the same time, I kept changing the system itself: something would break in Excel, I would restore the formulas, add new layers, and remove what no longer fit. There is always something to work on there. I can’t simply look at this system without seeing its flaws. That is why it feels like a living organism with its own field. One participant from the test group told me that reading the analysis felt like entering a dense structure-network. I have a similar feeling.
Images began to appear, along with different forms of interpretation — integrated, compensatory, and blocked. At the same time, I kept changing the system itself: something would break in Excel, I would restore the formulas, add new layers, and remove what no longer fit. There is always something to work on there. I can’t simply look at this system without seeing its flaws. That is why it feels like a living organism with its own field. One participant from the test group told me that reading the analysis felt like entering a dense structure-network. I have a similar feeling.
But let’s move away from the system for a moment. There is much more to me :)
A curious fact: I am a death doula — someone who specializes in supporting and accompanying those who have lost someone, or those who are dying. Death has followed me all my life, and I grew tired of hiding from it. So I reached out my hand to it. It turned out to be warm to the touch — even a little sweaty in places. Because it worries too :)
At the same time, I’m involved in my family business: a network of small hotels in my hometown. I crochet, draw, write poetry, sculpt with clay. I engage in any form of creativity available to me.
A curious fact: I am a death doula — someone who specializes in supporting and accompanying those who have lost someone, or those who are dying. Death has followed me all my life, and I grew tired of hiding from it. So I reached out my hand to it. It turned out to be warm to the touch — even a little sweaty in places. Because it worries too :)
At the same time, I’m involved in my family business: a network of small hotels in my hometown. I crochet, draw, write poetry, sculpt with clay. I engage in any form of creativity available to me.
I love Harry Potter,
Legally Blonde,
documentaries,
and historical dramas.
I believe that, on a global level, everything is predetermined —
but we can choose the quality of the scenery ourselves.
I believe in fairy tales and the existence of magical creatures.
I’m quite fiery, with a temperament of my own.
I don’t like fish.
There is much more, of course — but some things I leave behind the veil, as the High Priestess likes to do.
Legally Blonde,
documentaries,
and historical dramas.
I believe that, on a global level, everything is predetermined —
but we can choose the quality of the scenery ourselves.
I believe in fairy tales and the existence of magical creatures.
I’m quite fiery, with a temperament of my own.
I don’t like fish.
There is much more, of course — but some things I leave behind the veil, as the High Priestess likes to do.
